This is the Forest of no return

you have stumbled in, you have fumbled in, now you can't get out!



You gotta love Babes in Toyland!

So yesterday this song popped into my head for some odd reason, I have not seen this movie in years. Last night I kept dreaming that I had lost Keegan, this dream went on all night long, no matter how many times I woke myself up, it continued. I was all over the place looking for him, I even went into a forest to look for him, but he was just gone! I guess in the forest of no return!!

At some point in my dream, I looked in the mirror and my head had a big cut in it, my head was ripping open, I called my mom and asked her why this was happening to me, she couldn't explain it either.
When I woke myself up from that part of the dream, I laid there wondering why on earth I was dreaming all these weird things. Then I decided that it is because I am lossing my mind!!
My head was just ripping open so that my brain could escape a little easier! Who knows why!

As PTA co-pres, Brenda and I wanted to put together a video to show the theme that we have chosen for this year. I worked so hard on it, and it was a roller coaster ride to get it done, but I did it. I ran to the school just in the knick of time for the assembly, and the video did not work. I was so mad. When I told Riley, he just said, I will have to make sure that whenever you do things like that, I help. Kind of made me mad, like I couldn't do it myself or something!

Then, today, I went to get Keegan from preschool, I left Kaylix in the car, with it running, strapped in the car seat, our car is having some electrical problems, it locked while I was getting Keegan, locking Kaylix in there, and he was not able to do anything about it. So, we had to call the police to get him out. I was so worried that I was going to be in trouble. I didn't even go far, I got out of the car at the bottom of the driveway, walked to the top, got Keegan and went back, and it was locked. I was just grateful it was running to keep him cool. The cop started to make a report, as soon as I mentioned electrical problems, he just kind of went, ok, have a nice day. But man, did I feel dumb!

So, I am going to bed tonight hoping for sleep and that my head does not split open any more so I can stop lossing my mind!